not only why am i now on this website, but also why do i exist in general.
my day was mundane. term is nearly over so everything just feels a bit pointless.
i have a lot of friends, but im no ones first choice. i constantly feel like a third wheel, and if i point this out to mah friends theyll apologise, but then they wont do anything to fix it :(
anyway, kinda got my solo in orchestra today which ive never done before, so that was cool :)
i really need sleep.
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it sounds like you may be in a bit of a rough patch. if you've made it this far though, you're for sure going to get through this as well. you're so much stronger than you think!! and your existence isn't pointless!! a change in someones path can be as little as a glance walking down the hallway. you'll find your purpose one way or another, the view may be pretty nice right now but it's so much more better at the top. 38)
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thx dude <3 more of a minor rant then a full on crisis, but i appreciate the kind words anyway. also ur layout is so chaotic i love it!!! :3
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oh wait, i meant the heading more as pondering the meaning of life more than "i dont wanna exist anymore XD
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