misspelling or using the wrong words is so embarrassing! (This Reads like a Vent! So Sorry!)

I get so red with embarrassment every time. My body heats up and I feel like I'm on fire. I want to apologize to the person I was saying something to so many times.

I know very few people actually care. People make writing errors all the time and it's the internet. No one expects you to type like a professional who wrote a number one best selling book. However, as someone who prides themselves on having proper punctuation and is always doing their best at having proper grammar I get very embarrassed.

I always find it cute when other misspell things when chatting with me. It's like a little quirk people have. It's especially cute when they misspell very specific words all the time. However, I hate it when I do it. Well, hate is a strong word. A very strong word that does not describe my feelings properly. It's closer to strongly dislike.

I dislike making spelling mistakes. I dislike using the wrong words. I dislike breaking my character of "proper silly little guy who's just filled with compliments." It doesn't feel good. It doesn't it doesn't it doesn't.

IT DOESN'T.

I lay awake every night thinking of every error I make. I feel like it makes people dislike me. I know I'm being dramatic. I know people don't care. but I CARE. I DON'T LIKE IT.

I'm so sorry friends. This was a very pointless post. I think I just wanted to get my feelings out! Ha ha.

I love and appreciate you all! ❤️