My standard day

Despite getting a full night's sleep, I wake up exhausted in the morning. I have trouble concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes at a time and need to multi task. As a result, getting dressed and ready for the day may take longer than necessary. I stick to a few regimens to make things simpler, but it's still difficult. I'm continuously on edge as I go about my day. I start worrying about everything, from minor details like whether I turned off the stove to major issues like if I'll lose the job I don't yet have. I try to tell myself that the majority of my concerns are unwarranted, but that's easier said than done. I occasionally have the ability to see things that others can't or hear sounds that aren't there. I feel as like my mind is playing tricks on me since I don't always understand what I'm feeling. I make an effort to dismiss these hallucinations, although it may be challenging. I have a hard time interacting with people all day long. I have trouble interpreting other people's emotions and body language, therefore I frequently feel like an outsider. Although it's not always simple, I attempt to connect with others. I'm fatigued when I go home. I sometimes struggle to find happiness in anything and frequently just want to curl up in bed and fall asleep. Then again, I sometimes feel completely different. I don't always recognize myself in the mirror. If it wasn't for meds, grass, drinks and my partner Id be dead.