Prompt: What scares you the most?

Honestly, I think what scares me the most is that I'm going to live. I'm going to continue to live and I have no idea what to even do. I love my friends and family, but most times it feels like my brain is just blocking me from believing I am lovable. I can't keeping going feeling like i'm alone most times, but at the same time I think my brain loves being alone and sad so I just continue to do nothing I guess. So my biggest fear i guess is to be alive and alone.