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I just feel very upset and I just need to vent a little. I'm in class as I write this and Im sitting by myself like always, I just feel like a loser. I can't even have a teacher get me some headphones without forgetting me and I want to say something but I do not want to be a bother. I'm tired of people acting like I don't exist or hating me for no reason or something! ugh, I don't know maybe I should stop sounding like a baby. I took a break for a bit and I still feel the way I do but I little bit better. I want to tell my friends how I feel but I'm scared that they are not going to care or just say the wrong thing. Im going to stop venting before I cry.