those good ole flu like symptoms

Y'all can I please scream into the void for just one minute?

I am absolutely out of it today. I’m just not feeling well physically and that is an understatement bc I feel like (insert poop emoji).

Last night was really bad.

I woke up yesterday morning with a sore throat and worked the entire day (which was fine but the day was friggin dragging dude I was ready to go.) Like, you know that feeling when you look at the clock at 7:00 am and then an hour goes by and it’s only 7:01 am? That’s how yesterday felt lol

I was able to at least watch a cute and cheesy Christmas movie in between phone calls so that made everything better.

Bro after work, I really started feelin it. Chills, fever, body aches. I doordashed some chloraseptic lozenges, halls, ibuprofen, and a thermometer. Anything to temporarily help y'know? My fever went up to 102 last night. I was aching and vomiting and coughing up my lungs, it was gross (insert crying emoji). I was up until 2 am. What a nightmare.

Anywho, today isn’t as bad as last night, but I did call into work this morning AND I’m considering clocking in for the afternoon because I can still talk, It’s just a pain to even do anything else at this point?????? (See that doesn’t make much sense. I keep putting others before myself, which iSN’T ALWAYS A BAD THING IT’S JUST I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY HEALTH AND STAY TF AWAY FROM WORK RN UNTIL I FEEL BETTER BUT PART OF ME STILL FEELS THAT GUILT, LIKE I SHOULD BE WORKING RIGHT NOW AND BEING A TEAM PLAYER AND NOT WRITING IN MY BLOG).

Anyways, long story short, I probably should have skipped going out this weekend. Liv and I went to a bar and then a nightclub which is most likely where I picked this illness up. I have got to start being more careful. I just LIVE for the good times but that comes with a price nowadays. I have a doctor’s appt tomorrow and will update this when I find out what the heck is going on.