ohhhhhhhhh man.

(kili don't read, this is about the c-man. unless you want to know drama stuff about that)

damnnnnnnnn i feel vindicated. i knew 🌹 did some nasty stuff, but i just learned that he guilted a friend into apologizing for hanging out with me. which i think was why said friend broke ties with him (or tried to stand up for themselves and he blocked them for it). 

it makes me wonder if he did that with a lot of my other friends, too. in which case it kind of makes sense why some of them are hesitant to hang out with me now - he made them feel like shit for it. which fucking sucks and isn't fair to me at all. or fair to them! it sucks that my friendships had to suffer because he was shitty.

at the very least i understand why most of my friends don't seem to talk to him anymore.