thoughts of the day so far

incredible way to get myself to do work

• do work for a little bit
• get bored
• if bored, watch youtube series from like 2016 that shall not be named
• everytime something makes me cringe or audibly groan, go back to work

it's foolproof i'm working at speeds once unimaginable to the human mind

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i want to work out but i know im going to get bored so i will be listening to train from nowhere for the umpteenth time because by god if nothing gets me going i know juno steel will

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dear lord phone calls with relatives stress me out. it's not like, anything to do with them, it's just so awkward. GRAHHDAJDB it's just like... it feels so stiff? if that makes sense. who cares why am i asking you. i know how i'll do it, i'll make bracelets so that i'm doing something but it's not too much so i won't be distracted and it won't make noise i'm a GENIUS

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the call went fine i don't know why i was so worked up whew

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SHOW ME SHOW ME SHOW ME HOW YOU DO THAT TRICK

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i am gonna use this like my own little journal