Vent. Again

Im jealous. 

Of everyone 

How do u get him to talk to u for so long? 

How do u get him to respond 

How are u so close 

Why dosnt he talk to me like that

Why dosnt he talk to me

Why does he respond to u

Why does he like u more 

Why why why why why why

I just want to lov him like he loves you

Why are u so special 

Why am i not

He said he liked me

He said he loved me

But are thoes only words to him? 

He never shows he loves me 

Im always the one to do everything 

Why? 

Im the one to say i love u first im the one to complement first im the one to talk first 

Why doesnt he talk to me 

If i left would he even notice? 

Am i just a void filler 

What am i

Who am i

U dont even talk about me

I know im not the best looking but u said u liked me

So why dont u talk about me 

I told u how i wanted to be loved i told u how i loved u ehy cant you love me back even tho i giv u so much i give u my hole heart even when its broken to pieces i give it all to u an u only i wait hours for u to respond i wait hours for u to wake up i wait and wait and wait just for that little word one word u text me one word. We can never hold a conversation because u find im boring 

Am i to boring for u

Tell me what to do please 

Just love me please 

Why dont you love me.