HELLO!!

haiiiii!!! we are  back with some insane news

okay not so insane but hey i’m back! lots of family stuff going on in the past few months so i havnt really made time to do this whole blog thing, but here’s some rapid fire updates! i cut all my hair off a few months ago but now it’s back to the normal length ~_~ it’s okay though im trying to grow it out. my boyfriend and i are still together! he’s great and i like him a lot. 

i’ve been looking for jobs in my city so i can save up for concerts and whatnot, there’s this doctor who cafe down the block that’s hiring and some pretty nice people work there so i guess that’s my first choice, it’s so weird growing up and having to learn how to do all this stuff. i guess i just assumed when the time came to get a job it would be a lot easier and i’d know exactly what to do, but in reality i really have no idea what i’m doing! :P !

next topic! trigger warning for SH 

part of my struggle in the past few months has been a few relapses that seem to result from insane “mental breaks”. i want to write this down to remind myself that recovery is not linear and it’s completely normal to have ups and downs and relapses. i am more then my scars and i shouldn’t be ashamed of getting better, and you shouldn’t either. everyone has a different recovery process and people should talk about it more and stop pretending it’s easy. because it’s hard! and that’s okay!

anyway, i think writing has become a bit of a coping mechanism for me and i’m very happy with that ^_^ sorry for the long post but a lot happens in a few months!!! hope u guyz have a cool spring break :3

love you!!!!!!! \,,/(>_<)