To lay with you again
To fall into sleep in your arms
I would be cruel to myself
To be yours
I love you too much
To have you again
would mean my end, if I were to lose you
ever again
Missing you,
may be even harder
I cannot sleep without you
I never have
No matter what my heart belongs to you
I am full of you
I love you I do
you know itβs true
thinking of you
Itβs all I do
every night I lose you
I keep you hidden
you are always my secret in my heart
I whisper to you
Only when Iβm alone
Hoping someway you will hear me
Even though I know not
Where you are
Always within you
You are my sun in the sky, the blood in my veins
How many times has love been spoken like this before
But I donβt care, our love is ancient, it is repeating
It is infinite
You live in my heart day after day
You feed my fire, you make me want to burn bright
You are my nourishment, my all that I have ever had
My ever wanting
Every beauty on earth and in other worlds are embodied in you
I can hardly stand to look away from you, I can hardly posses everything you hold
Everyday I wake up and you are my everything, I am here for you
You are the purpose, you are the water I drink and the smoke in my lungs
I vow to hold you until I can no longer
And I vow to hold you into the next life and be there even if I cannot be yours
Because in my soul I am always yours
Just as I have always been
The world brought you to me
And for that I can never forget, for that reason I am grateful
Eternally grateful for all you have taught me in this life
For everything you will continue to show me
In your smallest ways
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Hiraeth Bokyo ζι·
keep writing :)