Life’s been rough

Life has been rough lately, we’re desperately trying to get a job so we can save up and move out, we’re currently 19 years old, and living at the body’s father’s house. He’s pretty damn controlling and overprotective, anything he doesnt like, he will do everything to keep from happening, even our therapists (3 different ones) have all stated that us moving out is one of the biggest things to helping us mentally and physically. And multiple times when we got to the point of finally being able to leave, he did everything he could to stop it from happening, including emotional manipulation, financially damaging us (seeing at the time we werent 18 yet and he had access to our bank account and was able to take things from there) and by threatening to stop is from going to therapy if we didnt get a new therapist, even now with getting a job he’s in the way, if its a job he does not approve of, or doesnt like (say a job in a certain field or with certain minimum hours to work) he will purposely screw up the application of interview to keep us from getting a job and then he’ll start getting on our ass for not finding a job quick enough for his liking and not making money. 

We dont really know what to do at this point, recently also out grandfather passed away after an falling accident and having multiple strokes. Sadly they do not live in the same country as us and now we are not able to go to his funeral because father refuses to pay for it and he has stopped us from getting a job to get t our own income.

We’re not doing too well, it feels like everything is going to absolute shit

- Void