APRIL/1/2023

April 1st 2023 10:15 AM

Lyric: Fight your demons, don't let them take you down, scream like you mean it, make me believe you now

Mood: happy but also stressed 

I forgot to post two days in a row ;-;;; aahhhhh

Thursday was pretty uneventful. Class was fine. It was 🧸's birthday but I did not go lmao fuck her. Cannot be bothered. Still curious what she says about me to our other friends bc no one has dropped me but shit talking people is like...her bread and butter so? Idk.

Will and I were eating lunch and a bus crashed into a street sign and smashed one of its windows 0-0 goddamn. That's rough for the driver.

Will is so cute ughhhh he's so he's so <333 idk. I was having Not A Good Time and he goes "hey nerd" and hands me a bowl of shrimp ramen 。゜゜(´Ｏ`) ゜゜。 that's so fucking nice

We filmed his video project. I was the main character >:3 hehe. I was a detective dude which is funny cuz I look...you know...pretty fem. Will did drag makeup on me with like a beard and everything which gave me a really weird mix of gender dysphoria and gender euphoria??? Hm. Anyway it was really fun filming!

I was supposed to film my video project but I forgot to check out a camera :| and I can't check it out on weekends...and I have class all day Monday...and Tuesday is the due date. So. Fuck. It's whatever. I'll get an extension I guess and just fucking. Hope for the best.

Anyway yesterday was Trans Day of Visibility and there was a lil mini event. We got hand flags and stickers and customizable pins! It was a ton of fun.

Song: Keep You Safe by The Crane Wives