3/31/2023 11:19 pm (Warning kinda vent?)

Warning kinda vent?

I’m so conflicted 

Isn’t it the girls stereotype to be pink and cutesy? So why do I get bullied so much bro? Why is it so bad for me to like pink and frills and love all things cutesy? I don’t get it?? I mean maybe I’m childish I have normal interests like Hannah Montana and cartoons and stuff but why is that bad?? It’s childish but I’m technically still a “kid” aren’t I? I don’t get it, I mean I know im not the best at social interaction and im kinda weird, and yeah I was an asshole a couple years ago but I’ve been working on my personality so hard. I’ve been trying so hard to be a good person I don’t understand what im doing wrong? Im still rlly sensitive and I still have anger issues but I hide it well, I just say I need to do smth cool off and go back to being with people so I don’t blow off on them. Im polite and kind to everyone (besides being joking mean to my friends, and sometimes rude remarks when being “bullied”) I wear pink, white, or pastel in every outfit I like skirts and dresses and baggy clothes too, my clothes aren’t atrocious maybe just a little weird? Im really quiet, and while I may use any chance I can to talk abt my hyperfixations i don’t think it’s that bad! I’m not saying I’m the best I just don’t understand why people hate me so much!!

Online friends if u read this, all of this is directed towards irl issues and stuff /gen! Dw I love u guys /p