I live up to the low expectations of others

You know how extremely hurtful it is to try your best at something even though everyone is saying you won’t be able to do it and then ..prove them right? I wasn’t born in to privilege and had to always learn everything by myself and go around living my life constantly fighting through all the limits plus closed doors society throws my way and still I feel like my fighting is never enough and never will be. I just don’t know why I can’t have it as easy as others. Why? Why do I have to struggle so much? I just hope life starts to open more of its doors to me. 

I’ll stay fighting and giving it my best though x