i wish i was 15 again

life is still beautiful but the trees aren’t as green as they were that day you went to that concert when you were fifteen and the sky doesn’t seem as blue as it did when you were seven and snow doesn’t look as bright as it did when you were sitting in the backseat of your moms car when you were twelve. when you were in high school you thought by now that things would make sense but you’re just as confused and alone as ever and nothing matters anymore and everything matters and you wish you could go back to that one day when you were fifteen but you can’t because it’s over and time moves forward whether you want it to or not.