Journal Entry #28: 03/31/23

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Happy end of March, and April Fool's Day for those who are already in April! I adore the prank that An has put on the website :)

I did a muscle fatigue lab a couple of days ago, and boy, do my muscles feel fatigued. I really need to actually do some structured exercise though, I really struggled to do pushups yesterday. Soreness sucks, but it's what tells you that your muscles have been exerted, and will allow for your muscles to grow.

I took the first half of my AP Stats exam today and turns out I did pretty well. Everyone finished early so we were able to grade our multiple-choice questions immediately. Hopefully, I'll do well on the FRQ portion on Monday. Our teacher brought us Chick Fil A today, and she said she'll bring us donuts on Monday, so at least there's a reward for arriving at school really early lol

Likely because I was rushing to get to school early, I forgot to completely button my pants. I caught one of my classmates staring at me a little weirdly and it wasn't until the second period that I realized! At least he wasn't weird about it, and thankfully my underwear couldn't be seen, but it sure did look silly. It always seems like weird things happen around that classmate. Yesterday while I was delivering papers I saw him putting on a gas mask and yellow rubber gloves. Today he had a camera bag with him. I really wanted to ask him what he was doing with it. A couple of days ago he was talking about photography. I like photography too! However, he was busy talking to another student.

Considering my last few rejections came in and my wardrobe mishap today, I've been feeling pretty pathetic. I feel unaware of my surroundings and myself. It feels as though the doors are all closing, and I need to find one to get my foot in. This has been quite the sad way to end March, considering that April is typically filled with stress.

Oh, and March has decided to leave the US like a lion; I've been checking the NWS and they are stating that there's potential for a dangerous severe weather outbreak. Unfortunately, these storms will become increasingly common. Thankfully I'm in the slight severity zone so we should be okay overnight; the storms are set to arrive around 4am. Hopefully, my house doesn't get damaged, and I get a good night's rest.  

Goodbye March,

Boa noite,

AstraGenesis ┈━═☆

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