please read this if you know me (tw)

BIG TW FOR:  sh, hospitalization && self-unaliving. stay safe.

helllllooooo internet, welcome to GAY THEORY/ref (spoiler alert: you are !!!!!/hj)

okay sorry i just wanted to start this off positive because the whole point of me making this blog post is bc its not :/

okayokayokay let me start off by saying: im not quitting !! 

. . . kind of.

i am switching accounts tho ,, so if we were friends or you wanna be friends or anything along the lines of that, go to this link !! 

one of the reasons im doing this is uh kind of for a refresh ?? alot of stuff has happened to me in the last 3 (almost 4!!) months and ive changed. . aLOT. for example, last time i was on the acc, i thought i was a nonbinary ace lesbian (?????) BUT im actually a hypersexual gay dude lmaooo

but i also feel like that isnt a good enough answer ,, like im sure some of you wanna know why i was offline for 3 AND A HALF MONTHS . the main reason is , on january 2nd , i went to the physc ward after i had relapsed and attempted to 0ff myself the 2 previous nights before. personally, i wouldnt exactly call it hospitalization because i was the one who made the choice to tell my therapist, but to each their own. anyways, i was there for a week and a half and when i got discharged, i thought it would be healthy and aloy safer to just stay offline (due to the fact that whenever im online too much , my mental health always gets shittier) and so here we are . i mean , my plan mostly failed because my mental health is still really shitty, but wtv .

 i just wanted you all to know why ive been gone , and to say sorry. especially to the people i had been in a relationship with . so to prince and luz : im really sorry . you guys can talk to me abt it in ims if you want ,, go ahead .

and to the rest of you ,, thanks 4 reading this :) i hope you guys will go and follow me on my new account . thank you n love you all /p <3

- yours truly,

Michael Terrence Starr ★