this past week has been crazy yo

i had my first kiss on saturday night......... it was awesome

i also got a fucking JOB!!!! i'm not a loser anymore. i'm gonna work at starbucks inside my local grocery store. never thought i'd be a barista but hey! it's something. they offered me the job like immediately after my interview which is rare so i had to seize that opportunity! nowhere else wants me... </3

as soon as i have the money i wanna bleach my hair and go for that gerard way white look from black parade era. eventually i wanna go PARTY POISON RED!!! i'm gonna cosplay as him for a con this summer! my job will help me pay for that too. cosplays are EXPENSIVE!!! i also wanna do a photoshoot as revenge gee while i still have my black hair. and downward spiral era trent reznor.

it feels like i'm entering a new era! big things are happening. i also finally secured my adhd meds at the only pharmacy that had em in stock. hooray for amphetamines!!! that way i'll act as neurotypical as possible at work so they don't fire me! i rearranged the posters in my room and finally put up my new SOAD poster! i need new LED lights. and a rug. i gotta make a shopping list for when i have money!

i also have a $75 speeding ticket to pay. fuck the pigs.