bitchin about work

dreading having to wake up at 4am tomorrow, i mean really why do i have to wake up at 4am for work? i'm still waiting to hear back about moving up, no one has any clue why it's taking so long but "no news is good news!" allegedly. fighting tooth and nail to get a job you actually like and care about when most people in that position have zero passion for it shouldn't be so hard, i'm gonna be such an asset pleaaaaase just let me in. regardless, i need to find some way to fit more sleep into my schedule, i can only live off monster and weed like i'm in high school again for so long