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The fact that Haven is in love with someone else is a relief. I thought I had messed everything up, but there was nothing to mess up.
I never wanted them to love me back. Love is more decent when it isn't mutual.
I'm too disgusting to want to be loved. It's a pity they even like me as a friend.
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diogenes
I'm sorry that you feel like this, stranger. Someone wise told me that we all deserve love, even the worst of people. I find it hard to believe that you're the worst of people, even if you have made mistakes. You deserve to be happy, and these feelings you had that weren't reciprocated clearly hurt. I know what it's like to know things are one sided. I've learned that lesson too many times to count. We have to believe that there is something better out there, some reason to move forward, someone who will genuinely see us the way we see them, not only because it's true, but because it keeps us sane.