kisssssssssss???????????????

today i gonna have a date (?) with my girlfriend//////

i understand that nerves is stupid cause we are already dating and nothing can be THAT BAD.... but stillll....

i wanna kiss her today/// like........ french (/???wtf????). what if its scared her???? obviosly im not gonna do it without permission (meme with chiks)

why relationship is so hard? i have no ideas how i should acting with her.. im strange dude it can scared her sometimes. i know she knows it......  im like paranoid right now

actualy this blog for me like therapy/journaling/diary etc. i ike put my thoughts in letters