luv is everywhere without lookin 4 it!!

man i used to ask myself all the time where and how to find love, and was so obsessed with a specific conception of it that all i ever managed to do was neglect the love that i already received in my life. love doesn't have to look like roses on your doorsteps and a box of chocolates. love can be anything and shared with anyone!! it was only when i removed this *slight* obsession and started to enjoy what i alr had in my life that it started to proliferate. like dude, how beautiful is it to just cook with your friends and watch some stupid cartoons!! i took my dog out for a walk the other day and enjoyed the weather!!! i said good morning and good night to my pet fish rico!! i don't wanna come off preachy, it's more like a moment of formal realization for me. like i just had to step back and go like woah!! it's all these small things that (at least to me) make life worth living!! and im just happy to be at a spot in my life where i can finally experience this kind of contentedness. it's not to say that i dont still wanna be swept off my feet or nothin (like ofc i do duh) and i have a feeling in my heart that i'll get that one day, but for now, being able to appreciate all these experiences and all these people in my life brings me a kind of happiness i dont think i woulda been able to experience unless i had this change in view. that's all!! i doubt anyones gonna read this but hey if u do keep going dude!! love's everywhere if you can bring yourself to see it!!! <333