Life sucks and I feel like screaming into the void

I honestly can't anymore, life is too stressful and full of double standards. It's f------ ridiculous how when other people say and do things it's fine, but when I do them suddenly I'm the problem???????? And don't get me started on my GCSEs that start when? In 52 days I have to start taking exams that I am in no way prepared for because I can't sit down and focus on my work for five minutes but can sit on here, set up a spacehey account, get my profile to work, and write a blog post. I am this close to giving everything and everyone up, this all sucks, everyone around me sucks, I genuinely feel like I'm totally alone here. So of course I'm updating my blog, hi, my name's Des.