MARCH/28/2023

March 28th 2023 8:07 AM

Lyric: My self hatred never took me where I wanted to go

Mood: happy but also stressed 

Ten hour day today :( let's see if I survive...

Insanely fucking stressed about registration. Lemme just rant about that for a minute bc I FINALLY got info about it.

So to put it in simplest terms there's a bunch of slots and you choose a slot and that determines the classes you have. But almost all the slots have FUCKING 8AMS. I hate 8am classes I hate them I hate them they are literal hell. Especially as a physically disabled person, too, they're really really hard bc I have to wake up especially early so that I have time for elevators, ramps, etc.

There's only two slot that don't have an 8am and I know I'm not gonna get either. You know what else? Out of the 8 slots, 5 have 2 8am classes. :| Please I can not do more than one 8am, especially in person. It's too fucking hard. This isn't even considering how my minor could also be an 8am (probably because SO MANY of the fucking classes at this school are 8ams ;-;;;;)

It's fine I'm just having a time. Anyway...

I wanna put together a cute outfit for today. I'm feeling like baggy sweater and tight skirt, maybe with a button up shirt underneath. I just got this super cute grey chenille sweater with ribbons at the wrists from the thrift store so I think I'll pair that with this tight  wavy(?) kinda-optical-illusion-y checker patterned skirt...idk how to explain it. Then under that I'm gonna put either my skull and bones patterned button up or...maybe my black butterfly patterned button up. Pair that with the grey fingerless gloves I got from a small artist and maybe black and white striped socks and my black sparkly cheetah print fake docs? We'll see.

Lately I've been obsessed with wearing a useless belt. Like it's not holding my "pants" up bc I wear 90% skirts lmao but it just looks so cute layered over my outfits <3

I'm tired of able-bodied people saying I'm dramatic when I show signs of being in pain. Not to be an asshole but I've seen the shit that puts you guys ('you guys' as in the people saying this to me) out of commission and you would NOT survive a day with the pain I go through on a daily basis.

Song: Sos by re6ce