Just a few things on my mind.

  So, I just wanted to talk about my Fiancé for a moment. He and I have had a rough year or so, especially the last 5 months. Although, he and I have came out stronger with each passing day, I know that deep down we need to let out all of the hurt, thoughts, etc completely out. However, I feel guilty.. Guilty in not being able to cry when my heart is completely broken. I know that this is a place to make friends, but I need a place to let out my emotions, if I get followers then that's cool. If not, and I lose Friends then that is all fine and dandy as well. 

  See, I am a woman who has figuratively speaking.."been through the wringer, a time or two". I have been cheated on, left for another woman, had my family turn their backs on me, ex-husband accusing me of cheating, when he was cheating on me, this state take my children from me for lies that I left bruises on them with no Doctor Papers to confirm the lies of the state, and so much more. I have no clue how I can go through so much Mentally, Emotionally, and Physically and still become the caring, loving and thoughtful woman that I have. I have so much Faith in a society that mostly seems to be out for themselves, starting lies, pointing fingers, meddling in another's business that is not their own, and honestly, it is heartbreaking. 

  I just wonder what has happened to the society that I knew and grew up in, Does anyone really know?