My Spiritual Journey Pt.2

In only 1 year, I had manifested my biggest desires. I bought a house in March, got married in July, and had my son in September! My family was complete, my whole life felt complete, and I was completely happy and satisfied! 

Or so I thought...

I very quickly and easily fell back into the 3D lifestyle. I had a new baby to care for, and all my time and energy went into caring for my newborn. He wasn't anything like my last two. He was needy, sensitive, and demanded my full attention. Daily spiritual practice was no longer my priority, I've gotten everything I had asked for, so why continue? Conscious trigger healing was physically, mentally, and emotinally exhausting. I could finally "rest" and just reap the benefits of all that I had created. Life was more about caring for the needs of my family and less about trigger healing. 

Almost immediately, the inspired actions came to a complete halt. Oppourtunies no longer fell into my lap without effort, in fact, accomplishing anything at all took A LOT of effort and never felt rewarding once they WERE accomplished. 

Before, when I was living with "my head in the clouds," I told myself that life would never be the same again. That it was irreversable, and I could never go back to living life in the 3D again. But look at me now! I've reverted back to my old way of life, and I had no idea how or why. My mind feels clouded, it's hard to focus. It's hard to even explain this phase that I'm currently in, with a string of words and sentences that make since right now.

I rewired my brain back to it's old ways. All it took was reverting back to observing my physical world, rather than my inner world. Not only this, I feel stuck here. It's as if I forgot everything. It was way easier to forget than it was to "re-member." 

I am currently struggling, but determined to re-member once again. I hope that, in my re-membering, I can help others to re-member. Become a teacher of sorts. 

Stay in-tune my friends. (: