getting up 2 speed

i was thinking like... hey what should my first blog post be??? BUT i figure setting the base of where i am rn would be best, adn then in the future i can build off of that!! HOWEVER i think this blog entry out of all my future ones will be the most boring. 

i work as a marketing/exc assistant part time :) and i really do like my job!! it's rlly fun!! but since i'm only part time i still live w my family!! and i'm part time cuz i'm in college for anthropolgy-- i wanna get into either physical anth or religious studies. :) 

but like right now i HAAAATE college so much it's driving me insane!! i lost my financial aid, and my school is sooo awful to me!! 200 dollar textbooks i'll only use for like 8 weeks... good lord.. and then the classes themselves are like 500+ each. i go 2 community college bcz i thought it would be affordable!!! all i got from it is professors that don't do their jobs and that waste my time. but i dropped out of a class recently, before the class even started-- and i'm not getting a refund or something?? but literally the school policy said i'm supposed to!! so i'm thinking of transferring to ASU or something!! or even just starting over completely there with their pathway to admission!! it costs the same, but i'll get a more reputable school name under my belt. :) i'm gonna take a break from school after this semster though bcz i'm losing my mind with how frustrated i am!! 

ANYWAY enough being mad n silly!!!
during my break i'm excited to get more hours at my job!! and maybe even try getting a second job?? maybe moving out this year would be possible!! we'll see!! it's absolutely more time to learn more about myself and what i want out of life!! 

so as for right now-- i'm gonna get through this class i'm in AND PASS!! and just hang in there. keep working on my website. keep making time for my friends and family. u know the deal B)