hate this dude

errrrrrrrr its like its not a strong hatetred obviously, more of a fuck you!! typa stuff but pretty sure we're both on the same path when it comes to what we are, hopefully just freinds cuz bro idk whatd it even be like if he wus my bf LOL its kinda silly 2 think abt cuz.... ya but like then its like errrrr maybe not.... funny to think about like im NOT saying that we'd be good together cuz obvs he got some1 nd i really dont care but god its like WHAT ARE WE??!??!!!!!!? agh i dislike him alot, but its not the way youd think of like hate or dislike its like those shitty typa feeling where its like... "fuck you man!!!! i cant keep myself away from you!!! fuck you!!!!!! not literally i dont hate you but fuck you!!!!:!:!:! like ykwim??? hatred but not rlly hatred. god emotions r so stupid nd shi like bro i did not ask for this but dudes has a prescenece that keeps me from coming back. fucko...