24th of march 2023

i woke up around 11 ish today. i felt so groggy, but thats not really unusual, just annoying. i got dressed for people to come over to check out the appartment (im moving out in a month and landlord is preparing to rent it out again as soon as we're moved). i had no idea how many people would come or when they'd show up, which sucks! because that means i had to be in waiting mode all day so i wouldnt miss the knocking on the door or anything.

only 2 people came by today, i forgot to document the time, but its irrelevant for anyone else anyway so i suppose thats fine. it'll be the same tomorrow and on sunday. 2 more waiting mode days :c i want to be able to really sit down and draw or something, get consumed by my projects, but i cannot do that if someone relies on me to be available. annoying, but must be done. its only for a bit longer anyway. i just wish i could clean more so i dont have to move dirty laundry with me (i mean, i'll probably move laundry with me anyway, but the goal is to minimize it as much as possible). i managed to clean some things on a quick wash cycle now that its too late for visitors c:

maybe when my partner comes home, i'll be able to draw again. i need to practice more since i fell out of it when i got a new sketchbook. the paper is too thin for anything other than pencils. i like to use inks, markers and watercolo, so thats kind of an issue. i do have a watercolor sketchbook i can use, but i'd like to use up my current one too yknow, so i dont waste so much paper/drawing space. theres 2 art competitions going on right now in communities im in, but im not sure i'll be able to join. it'll be too stressful. guess i'll just treat myself to drawing cod:mw fanart instead.

:P