confusing days

moving has been extremely stressing and annoying. today my mother threw a tantrum at me today because she’s stressed. i can’t really blame her because i’m mostly the same, sincerely. i’ve been mostly hanging out with my girlfriend watching stuff and ignoring my classes.

still haven’t found a new job. was fired from my last job because the agency was going out of business. have been to a few interviews and even had a job (sort of) “promised” to me, they sent me a message asking if i could start on the 13th, but i got there they said they couldn’t hire me as an intern. worst of all is that i spent almost 4 hours going there and coming back home. the people there really didn’t seem sorry either. i didn’t even know what to say to my parents and my girlfriend when i came back home.

since i’m moving, i’m selling some of my stuff away. i wish i could spent it on stuff for my room in the new apartment, but sincerely, i just would like to see my girlfriend as soon as possible… i’m sad, to say the least! i really wish i could see them around april but i guess that won’t be happening soon, only if i get to sell my stuff quickly.

if you, y’know, would like to throw some coins at me, to help us with our lesbian dreams coming true for nothing in return… here.

also! i’m finally going back to drawing, little by little. here’s a study ive been making:

really enjoying this one; it’s from a picture i took from my sonico figure a few years ago for this exact purpose, but only got to do it around these days to cool off. i was in a rut about my art; was feeling extremely shitty about it, feeling like i couldn’t do cool things like other people do, but this study is really lifting my spirits, fortunately. i really like how its coming out. i hope i can do more of these soon.

- candy