Gender is wack

I have so many gender transition goals for the future, and they feel so heavy sometimes. So exhausting to worry about.

But then i just remember that right now, i look like what middle school! me would have only dreamed about. I got the hair, the eyebrow slit, the aesthetic, the body language, i got it all. and suddenly i feel that my goals for the future aren't as scary.

I don't need to look right just yet, or start any medical transitioning yet. Cause there is a middle schooler who was overly obsessed with anime and fnaf who got their wishes granted, and that's what matters most.