Self Aspirations.

This is a general post just about trying to really get a good feel for what I really want for myself..

So far, I’ve been really good on being on the backend of things, mostly cause I don’t see myself being too significant to the team, but each and every day I don’t want to be out there, but it turns out every now and then I can handle it! What I really like, is being able to be a problem solver.. I get really into seeing a conflict, and I love going about how to solve it, but specifically in a way that it works out for everyone!

That sounds weird when I put it like that, but you know, just doing simple things like working out a schedule or taking a day to practice synergy exercises isn’t enough for me; I really want to directly impact and see people coming together and saying to each other “Wow! I didn’t think I realized our differences in this, but thank you for letting me see that!” You know?

Though, I’m not really sure where this.. lies..

I think.. I think that’s where I’m stuck anyways.

I don’t want the spotlight, but I want to see the impact, you know? Hiding behind so much cause I get intimidated really made me figure out that I don’t get to really see what I do for everyone.