Freshman year of high school

Hey Reader its Thorne here, 

I'm almost done with my first year of high-school, and I'm already counting down the days to graduation. (I still have about 1100 to go, give or take a few) When I read The Perks Of Being a Wallflower, Thirteen Reasons Why, and all those other books about high-school as a kid I thought that these would be the easiest years of my life if I just stayed invisible, but currently all I have is terrible grades, bad mental health, and shitty friends. And I'm gonna be honest, the counselors suck, and the teachers hate kids, I'm so done with this idiotic education system.