what could go wrong

got to see a friend that i hadn't seen in a long time yesterday which was very nice. i've known her for a long time, i think since i was 9 or somewhere around there.. we got to catch up and it was really nice talking with her in real life instead of just over the phone. had a really good time just in general, even when we were trying to figure out what was wrong with my record player since we wanted to listen to some music. the pin is made out of plastic (how stupid) and had bent somehow. hopefully i can hang out with her more.

which sucks because now i can't listen to the albums i got until i fix it. i was excited to play them, but at least theres a bluetooth option for my phone or ipod.

right now i have quite a few records to play, coming with a few posters inside that i just had discovered yesterday. ill be happy when im finally able to put them up in the new house, my room right now is way too small and the walls just got painted. can't put up shit since it has to sell. excited for a new house, room and perhaps even a fresh start though. i just wish i had came earlier / sooner.

i hope that things can maybe be different ?? just hoping for less stresses in all areas of life. the stress makes my head hurt and chest feel heavy. but my friends keep me grounded and happy, which is nice and i thank them for being there for me. even the ones that i dont talk to much, im still thankful.

im also quite happy because ill be going to a lot of events over the past month, hopefully. i plan on seeing the band, silverstein. ive liked them for a while. pierce the veil, maybe - if tickets don't sell out and i can get a plane to toronto. that'll be real fun, hopefully the trip to toronto isn't as hellish as when i went there before. and for pierce the veil, im excited to maybe be able to see them live, i once had gotten free pit tickets for one of their concerts on my birthday, but i wasn't able to go, sadly.

that still haunts me- lol.

also might go to emo night, some more small shows and other things too. maybe ill meet more friends. take a few current ones with me even. 

excited for new starts and other things, though future still scares me. ive always hated the unknown. always wondering what ever could go wrong though, in all of these things that im happy for. something always has to change, go south but maybe ill just keep my hopes where they are, ill deal with shit later.

also i should start updating on this place more, maybe.