Struggling.

I don't wanna make this long because I'm really stressed out. My family is struggling financially and I'm losing my mind spending hours doing budgeting trying to cut corners and figure out what I can do. The cost of food has gone up and now we suddenly don't qualify for the monthly money we were getting for groceries. So I'm slicing a whole chunk of my money out to give to my parents, and it's going to impact how often I can even fly.

I'm just so stressed out. I'm so miserable and angry and stressed and drained, the only freedom and joy I get is from flying, and now I'm even going to have to cut back on that.

Sigh.