Why do I need attention :,(

I just want someone to psychoanalyze the fuck out of me, read me to filth pleaseeee

Why am I obsessed with commenting on tiktoks with little to no comments hoping that the poster sees it a responds? 

And then how come when I comment something funny an it gets a shit load of likes bc the video blows up, I always delete my comment bc I hate the notifications constantly coming in? 

It’s like I’m desperate for attention but only a very specific amount of it, I just want the person who made something to know it was seen an appreciated but I don’t want to be bombarded by the dopamine hits of too many likes, or maybe I’m just addicted to scrolling an hate anything that interrupts my scroll

If ur reading this please lemme kno how u feel an don’t be afraid to judge me or be a little harsh