General life update w/ school, clubs, and friends

march 20th, 2023

well, it's been a while since I've updated my blog, and there are a few updates I feel like talking about, so let's get started. 

first off, it's getting closer to the end of my senior year and I have a few things to plan, first, I need to get a grad dress picked out, and second, I need to get my after-graduation-plan ready and check off a few things before its too late, like applying for secondary school and updating my resume so that I can apply for a summer job. 

... I am honestly so scared about the future, like, what if everything goes wrong? what if I don't get into secondary school? what if, when I move out things don't go well and I can't keep up with payments, what if my whole plan goes wrong? 

but then also what if I adapt, what if things go wrong, but I still have a place to fall back on? my mum has said that I don't need to move out until I am completely ready to and that I can stay with her as long as I get a job, and I already have a couple in mind. I'm going to get a summer job no matter what so that I can get a feel for what it's going to be like after secondary school. 

another thing I HAVE GOT to talk about is a concert I REALLYY want to go to that's happening near me in November of this year. a KISS concert!! guys I seriously want to go, and so does my mum but we're not exactly the richest and so she's not too sure if we can afford the tickets... 

I love their music and I love their costumes, and makeup, and them as people and musical artists -so so much, and being that it is their final (well supposedly final) tour, this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and I don't want to miss out on it... I've already had a good cry about it and I can always listen to their music, so I think I'm going to be alright, it'll just take a bit.

the last thing I'm going to talk about is the drama club that I'm in, today was the final rehearsal and our play is tomorrow, I'm the stage manager, and I'm so excited and quite nervous about it, it's not a huge thing but it's my last high school play, so it's still going to be a lasting memory for me.. ill update you all on everything that happens, for all of the things I've talked about here, well, i will eventually haha!

i guess that's all for now, ttyl!