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thank you for showing me why i should never have given you so much of myself

thank you

seriously

thank you 

caught in a moment where weakness creeps into my capillaries and overtakes my body like a parasite

you show me exactly how garish your true colors really are

my blood runs cold

why do i love the rush

why do i need it

i appreciate the way your teeth snap at my fingers when i forget why they shouldn't linger at the bars of your cage for too long

i’m enamoured with your venom soaked teeth

i’m captivated by your every twist and turn

 i catch myself straying from my path

toward your warm and welcoming 

gaping 

cavernous maw

Teeth beckoning me forth

begging for the tearing of my flesh from my bones

Your jaw rushes closed

i leave with scars

but at least i leave

eyes to the sky

the unsteady foundation that is my body rickets away, toward

     being

don’t turn around

don’t look back

hubris cranes my neck

thank you  

Again. and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and again.and

***Authors note**

please don't steal my poems plsplsplsplsplspls if you steal my poems i'll cry and find you and make a video about you