Graduating...

So, I'm 17 and I am graduating soon... ITS FUCKING BAD IM SO SCARed. I hate that Im graduating but Im also excited because I could be with my boyfriend all the time now BUT STILL I feel so pressured about everything dude. I got rejected from all the UCs I applied to so that fuckin sucks balls. (I literally cried LMFAO) but I can choose from 2 state schools I might want to go to for psychology and then minor in art or something. But I feel bad because my boyfriend is so smart and I feel like I've got the ball and chain on him because he literally wont leave me, which is sweet but I don't want to take away the wonderful opprotunies that has been granted by him like he's been accepted to EVERY COLLEGE EVEN UCs. like goddamnit how did this nerdy smart boy even like me LMFAO IM SO FUCKIN DUMB 💀💀 but im just really nervous how everything will turn out and because I don't want my parents to spend so much on my college but lets see how it turns out. I just don't know if I should go to community or the state school :/ I was thinking to going to either for two years and then transferring.