Music in class and singing

I'm sorry about so many entries but right now I'm listening to music in class and I'm not allowed to but I don't care because I'm me and I like breaking some rules which I shouldn't but I do. Then my choir had to sing for a funeral and I sated to cry at one of the songs because I started to think about my grandpa who died when I was younger and I was really sad because not only me was crying but other people were too. today was not really good day for me hopefully tomorrow will go better for me.