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i'm starting to be just like traci, like i'm going to more parties and staying out late, doing things a 16 year old wouldn't normally do (or maybe they do, idk). but it's kinda serving, i'm loving this era, i get to be rebellious and shit and i don't care about what other people say or feel about me. no matter what i do, or what anyone else does, someone is always gonna be disappointed in me, so why should i bother being "good"? at this point i might as well just do whatever crazy hot girl shit i feel like and not worry about it so much
also i just love traci like i wanna be her ughhhhh
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Madeline☆☆
and i'm not even tryna be an "edgy teen" or whatever like i just wanna do my own shit and break away from my parents and school system that shove religion, manners, and conformity down my throat. i've decided to just stop giving any shits and be spontaneous and wild if i wanna be. it's time to stop worrying about how people feel about me and about being a disappointment, i shouldn't have to prove myself to anyone :)
bloodstung
Just remember to be safe! It’s perfectly normal to do those things at your age obviously but just always remember to be cautious of who you surround yourself with!
thanks! don't worry, i'm doing pretty good with being cautious. haven't gotten into too much trouble yet lmao
by Madeline☆☆; ; Report
oxygenatedMoron
based alert
I'm trying to gain intellectual independence (my mother is controlling about BASICALLY ALL ASPECTS of my miserable life)
basically what I mean is I'm trying to form my own political/religious opinions without her interference >:)
#rebel (notreally)
by oxygenatedMoron; ; Report
YES SAME HERE UGHHHH
by Madeline☆☆; ; Report
⸸Ꭰҽąէհჯ_ჯᎠɾҽąʍҽɾ⸸
I just love that there are teens these days who still know "Thirteen" That was my favorite movie, actually still is, to this day! I just watched it 2 nights ago! I lived in a super sheltered/religious home with my dad. But if I had lived with my mom, I know I would have been a "Traci" as well!
fr! like i’m still living in a stricter christian household so i haven’t been able to break away but now that they are openly disappointed i don’t feel so bad about rebelling
by Madeline☆☆; ; Report
My dad kicked me out when I was 19 because I missed two Sundays of church! He said I was turning into a Heathen and he didn't want a heather for a daughter. So, I found myself once I was released from that. Before my dad passed away though he changed his mentality and was so cool and laid back. We healed our relationship, and then he passed away on Halloween in 2019. I still miss him and wish we had more time together as an adult. When you are old enough to do so, if your parents drink, the coolest thing is chilling at the home and having a drink with the 'rents! My momma lives with me know, I take care of her, and we have so much fun and drinking nights with tons of laughs. Enjoy your teen years, have fun, don't get arrested!
by ⸸Ꭰҽąէհჯ_ჯᎠɾҽąʍҽɾ⸸; ; Report
i'm sorry to hear about your dad, but thank you for the advice. i just turned 16 today so i need all the advice i can get :)
by Madeline☆☆; ; Report
Well, I am all about a person finding themselves in the safest way... or not getting caught. My 20s were crazy lol. I, unfortunately, got caught. Finally got my record expunged tho. And I learned my lesson at 23 and never did it again. But I still had fun and crazy times (like Evie) after that!
by ⸸Ꭰҽąէհჯ_ჯᎠɾҽąʍҽɾ⸸; ; Report
yes! be crazy, learn your lesson, and get over it! we love
by Madeline☆☆; ; Report
Amen!
by ⸸Ꭰҽąէհჯ_ჯᎠɾҽąʍҽɾ⸸; ; Report