gushing and sore

5:40pm. day after the concert, in the shower and bathing in dusk from my bathroom window. warm as a motherfucker and It’s the day after MCR. my neck ACHES. had the time of my life. jimmy eat world was fucking awesome! got spotted by like 7 different people I know like a concert edition of where’s waldo. where’s…. franko?

 I got videos of pretty much everything so I can always look back at whatever I want and you can hear me screaming my lungs out for deathwish and famous last words hahahahaaa it’s the best. they played sleep!!!! and noise jam again!!! stg that’s gonna become an actual song like no way they’re just playing it as a little fun thing in concerts we’re watching them workshop this shit on stage… but also it just being something they play on stage is really fun I kinda hope it stays like that. but anyway honestly I was more excited about sleep it’s one of my favourite mcr songs ever and hearing it live was so fucking cool. vampires too!!!!!! if they’d have played cubicles it would’ve been almost a dream set for me.

 Jimmy eat world played a bunch of my favourite songs of theirs!!! hearing 23 live was magical, has anyone listened to that song? it was my favourite for a long time, one of my favourites of theirs forever for sure. I wore my demolition lovers shirt, this necklace that’s like a white acrylic gun and a sword necklace! I couldn’t find what I actually wanted to wear in time but that’s fine because man it’s just a concert. I do wish I could’ve dressed up more though, people looked so fucking cool! saw a girl that looked like lynz with like… spacebuns? And I fell in love for a minute. yknow that photoshoot where Gerard has the black stripe over his eyes? I saw someone with that kinda makeup and big hair, I think they were wearing a skirt? looked sick!

 I bought the trampstamp shirt for me and my friend, some pins (they didn’t have the set I wanted, the one with the pink pin . AGONY) and the swarm flag I’m ballin. need to work on several writing projects today but tbh I’m probably just gonna skull a monster and binge the x files until 7am… 12 hours of xfiles sounds good…. anyway hope everyone seeing mcr tonight and in the future has megafun. I’m an mcr5 truther I’m betting they’ll be back soon and I’m waiting lovingly for them to be back while I nurse my sore neck muscles back to health. feels like my neck got run over with a bike. I’ve dealt with worse! Xo 

(Ps in a few weeks I might fuck off to melbourne for a few days and get up to mischief in an entirely new state! maybe it’ll inspire me and I can work on my music more… or maybe I’ll just hang out with the pigeons)