that one Toxic ex i have...sigh

so Viktor my Ex boyfriend was trans ftm male who was a grade younger than me (I'm a senior he's a junior) he had asked me out around the beginning of the school year and of course, i have a horrible people pleaser problem and I agreed to dating him, the relationship started off really well and we both were actually really happy in the relationship, he knows i'm pretty quiet at times and had a hard time talking about my feelings and I don't usually vent about heavy stuff because of past trauma from venting. we went to homecoming together and that's kind of when the relationship fell downhill, i had gotten a horrible flu and Laryngitis after that and also quit my job due to the fact they wanted me to come in whilst sick which I had expressed to my manager (Panara bread btw, also had just looked up, they are shady as shit, should've known before applying)

my mom didn't appreciate the fact I quit and was pretty upset and we got into an argument about it, I was pretty upset after that and it usually causes me to just not want to talk to anyone and it visibly shows.

now what does this have to do with Viktor you may ask, he forced me to vent to him and claimed it would help me with my issues. I. hate. venting. I expressed to him I don't want to talk about it and he kept pressuring me and pressuring me and said that since he's my boyfriend I should feel comfortable to open up to him, at that point i didn't talk to him for the rest of the day and it caused me to notice more about him:

• he only cared about his emotional needs
• forced me to open up many times
• was very "forward" with me without my permission
• Ableist towards a disorder I have (not comfortable sharing it yet)

there's a lot more but these were the ones that stuck out more, it caused tension between the friend group and it kind of later on all calmed down but turns out the whole friend group doesn't really like him and he's wayyy to political for our tastes, he tends to always bring politics into situations when it's not needed.

I don't know say at this point, say what you want in the comments lmao, I hate him sm and I just ugh...I hate him sm and I hate the fact i go to school with him.