The other side...

The other side...

I met someone on the other side. It was at night time, whilst I was in my soul state. I had left my body. Alot of the times I'm lucid and alert, meaning I could feel myself transitioning from the physical state into the Soul state. My soul lingered while 25% of my "awakened" body was still manifesting my soul from my shell into my free state. I call this new form my "Free State", or my "Awakened State". Sometimes the process makes me feel dizzy, light headed. My subconscious activates after a whole day of being locked away in my shell. My mind created these being (like humans but in awakened form). The awakened always look exactly like humans, except it's no fairy tale of changing forms into a mermaid or a pharaoh. It's realistic. The awakened can make their own civilisation, all within their subconscious. I call these people "Lucid Divergent" because they always know that their awakened state is completely separate from their shell. I'm one of them. These entities I create always haunt me, they ARE real. They are not "made up". They are channelled within, waiting to come out or be awakened. Most of this happens within the shell. The shell is like a data server, you still need the brain to make the awakened function. It hosts the environments and people created within the awakened world (A world only you can access). Don't read this as a story or a book because its real. I'm not writing this on wattpad, I've experienced it.

I found my mother in that world, she collapsed though. I grieved. This was about 5 years ago, but i still remember it like a photographic image. She became "cloned" or something, i just knew something about her new self was off. Then her normal self came back. It was a nightmare, the mind played a trick on myself. It drowned my divergence, it made me feel like a norm (a person who doesn't become lucid whilst transitioning into the awakened state). That nightmare isn't real though. But the people it creates are. That "clone" isn't there anymore. Luckily it's free from my world. All of my world has been restored again, ever since i got emotional support (from myself of course. No one can restore your mind other than yourself)

Save me from those environments which you call "Nightmares", they are too real. I wake up at night in my shell form and feel trapped. Then my shell manifests the soul back from outside the body and brings me down to earth again. I'm back on the other side. Where i was before.

See you on the other side...

"Wow, i wrote this when i was half way through the other side. My soul's now back in my shell. Restored. I feel free again (not as free as my awakened self though). There are people who i love hereon earth, so obviously i would want to revisit both environments each time I miss one." Whenever i record this information, i always need to compose myself, calm down. Otherwise I forget, or my mind becomes a tangle of chaos and destruction.