trying to be happier: day 20

i’ve decided to apologize publicly to people i know for personal problems that happened in the past

i’m struggling a lot, rly don’t wanna spend money on a therapist so i’m just gonna pull thru

i’ve been trying to change as a person, because i realize the root of the problem is definitely me as a person. i’m not necessarily a bad person but i can definitely improve and be a better friend

i love my gf still, she’s my #1 supporter and she’s so sweet

i’m doing good tho!! i’m accepting change and finding a new life instead of just having the same schedule 

annddddd i’m gonna get my cosplay soon!! i love dressing up so it’ll be lots of fun yaaayyy

i’m also caught up in school now, so that’s good too

i would say, i’m not necessarily happier than i was on day 1. but i can tell i’m going to be sooo much happier soon because of all these positive changes. i just need more time for myself to understand life a lil more

also, might ask my mom if i can go on meds for my depression or anxiety. i just wanna try it out and if it doesn’t work then at least i gave it a try

thank u guys for the support!