MARCH/18/2023

March 18th 2023 11:56 AM

Lyric: I know you think of me when you think of her

Mood: happy 

Hung out with Will <333 everything feels better after cuddling with him a lil. I have also been reunited with my Ghostface plush <333 I LOVE HIM

He is so ittle just an itty bitty guy and his face is like u0u and he has little fists hehe his skirt is a bit sheer which is interesting. I love his little boots and his hood is removable! His boots are so goofy bc his little feeties are pointed inward like he's an anime girl lmao?? I love him. I'm going to sleep cuddling him tonight.

Hung out with my mom today. We went thrifting which was a lot of fun! I got so much great stuff! Like this sweater is SO cute and it has like a collar attached as if there's a button up shirt underneath (but there isn't!!!!! it's just a comfy sweater!!!!!) I also got some cute skirts and a shirt for my Captain Kirk cosplay. But I found out the convention has incredibly pricy tickets and I don't think I'll be able to afford it :((( sad. I'm still gonna put together a Kirk costume tho. I just...I just am James T Kirk. I'm sorry.

I was thrifting with my mom and I was like I love Captain Kirk he's so me fr and my mom was like how? And I said "we're both gay and slutty" and my mom said "he's a womanizing kind of man tho" and I said "yeah. I'm a womanizing kind of man too" and she said "ok fair enough" LMAO

I used to be so self conscious of how I look and like. Yeah I still get a lil self conscious sometimes. But oh my god I'm so hot. People tell me all the time that I'm fucking attractive and I used to be like "thanks for lying lol" but now I get what they're talking about...it also helps that I dress better now lol I struggle a lot with self consciousness and self hatred but. Not when it comes to looks. I'll say that.

I love putting together fucking insane outfits that look completely ridiculous. I love dressing like a fuckin weirdo lmao it makes me so happy. One of my fav looks is blue mushroom button up shirt, brown vest and matching tie, red blazer, brown floral skirt, black sparkly cheetah print doc marten knock offs lmao SUCH a fit. But it doesn't show enough skin which makes me sad :( I should always be dressed like a slut I don't believe in "leaving things to the imagination"

Tehehe I love being alive

Song: Kick Drum Heart by the Avett Brothers