non silly lil vent lmao

god fucking dammit im such an idiot for falling in love with him 

i know theres a chance that he could like me back but with the way things are going i dont think thats possible

theres so much going on and i barely have time to talk to him or anyone anymore because im sick n tired of being here or even living at this point

he probably has eyes for someone else

i should just stop trying.