Vent

Uhm. Hi! My name is.. it's none. I prefer to not have a name, I don't.. I don't see the point in the name because I don't feel anything. 

Well. I just wanted to write something here. The day is terrible. I'm extremely tired. I walked. Now I'm lying in my bed and listening for the second hour as my parents swear and yell at cats, at everything, yes. 

I was scared. I'm scared. But I no longer see the point in everything. The meaning of life and this.. 

Just wanting to say, if you are young and can't move out of the abuse, please do so as soon as possible, even if it's 16 or 18 no matter how scary it is. Visit psychologists, please.Don't live like me, don't think about *** don't stop trying to be happy, find happiness. 

I'm not going to do anything to myself. I'm just afraid.