my grades sad

omggg i hate my English class this semester smsm. its so annoying. i was set up for failure smh. this semester my 4th period is gym, my fifth period is 5th. in the last couple years i haven't been doing well in gym and ive been punished because of it. this is the year i actually decided to try cause now im in highschool my grades mattered more than they did in middle school. now since my English class is at the end of the day AND after gym class im super tired by that time and i have 0 motivation to try in anything, it doesn't help i hate my teacher because i never understand anything shes saying. i dont have anyone to talk to either other than one dude and hes just stupid. my grades are at 49 rn and i need a 60 to pass, it annoying because we were recently passed back papers and whatever and theres so many things i missed that i feel like i could've easily gotten 100s on. seriously fuck that class and fuck that teacher.